Saturday, June 11, 2011

College

i know i've kind been MIA lately, but alright, so im off to college for the summer, well half of it. & i've been thinking about a lot of things. like, well one, i dont really miss my life back in Arizona. i'm quite happy without it. i mean, i've got my life under control and i dont have to deal with all of the stupid little crap that i had to when i was home. now its just me and my friends and were doing amazing; everyone gets a long and its just been amazing. i mean, i really dont wana go home. haha.

anyway, after here, i go straight back home (Indiana) to see my family, a lots been goin on with them. but i get out there, i have about a day and a half, and then im going to six flags with my cousin and my aunt/uncle and then its all up in there air from there on out, i leave there about mid July and then its back to reality in AZ with all the crap. but this summer,
so far

has been AMAZING

Thursday, April 14, 2011

We Follow The Example Of Our Men;

When most people hear of the military, they think: soldier.
it actually tends to bother me about people who aren't really affiliated with the military, they tend to call every branch: Soldier. i've even seen people who are affiliated with the military, that do that too! but its not right! theres more than just a soldier. you call a Marine a soldier and see what he says to you. go ahead, try it.

anyway, sometimes the family can go on forgotten, but then when the family is taken into consideration, the fiances and the girlfriends are typically always forgotten. if a documentary is going on or a news report or something, its always about the wives. but theres the fiances and the girlfriends. everything about the wives is usually about how hard they have it. being alone all the time, families to raise, yada yadaa yada, we know the story. well, what about the fiances? what about the girlfriends? the fiances have a future of commitment, they have a tiny bit of recognition with the Corps, or the military (depending on the branch, but i'm a little biased, i'll be mentioning the Corps)
as a girlfriend, i know what its like to be a girlfriend of someone in the military. there is absolutely NO recognition at all to the girlfriends from the Corps, only to those who are legally with a marine (or servicemen, depending on branch) but the girlfriends, the girlfriends, theres no promise of commitment there. leaving is as easy as coming. fiances are the same, its just as easy to go than it was to come, theres still no legal forms to fill out or any extra stuff to take care of. just to tell them to cancel the wedding. i mean, this is all based on those who back out. of course theres those good guys too.

those to whom i'm refering to, the ones who are often refered to as the knights in shining armor. my marine, he is my marine in dress blues as i typically refer to it as. they have a code of shilvery and everything. they are the "Knight in shining armor" that every little girl dreams of.

little girls always want that knight but sometimes they just never get that guy. me, i've never believed in fairy tales, but i got that knight. i got the gentlemen. i got the traditional southern boy most girls want. i got that knight in armor girls can only dream of. but what girls dont realize, they'll make mistakes. they arent perfect, but they are the best you can get. i'm sure this applys to other branches as well, but its only for those exceptional guys. there are some guys who give branches a tough name, like the marines for example, they're notorious for being known as cheaters and players and guys who can't keep commitments because their trained to be tough and emotionless.

but the girls, we follow the example of our men. marine girls, we toughen up and we do it quick. marines (& other branches) its one big brotherhood. we follow their example and all us girlfriends and fiances and wives, we're one big sisterhood. the biggest sisterhood in the world.

i wouldn't trade them for anything in the world<3

Monday, April 4, 2011

Babycakes!

oh oh ohhh, so i loveee avacados. love love love
they are soo yummy! i totally made some guacamac!
its guacamole, except it has salsa in it, and guacamac is really funn to say, so i call it that :)
and i also made banana bread muffins, SO GOOD!

anyway, i'm compeltely totally in the process of making a list of things i can have, like a legit list.

i love lists. oh my gosh i love lists. they make me so happy, and i feel so organized when i have them, and yes, actually, i am very organized with them;


oh la la ;)
okay, on the topic of yummy stuff, my boyfriend, OHH WEEEE. haha, im just kiddiinnnn

im thinking about starting a little businesss, yes yes
i just have to wait to see first, haha
i'm soo exciteeedddd! :D
its gona be great!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Changes

everyone changes. its a given. some changes can be for the better, others for the worse. theres changes that wouldn't be expected, others that would.

its not about not liking change either, its all about how its handled. because if you cant handle things well, then, well, sorry but things wont be good for you. if you can, well then, congratulations.

things come up, its always how it just is. its apart of life. but some things that come up, can be controlled, and you had a hand in what actually occured because some decision you made at some point, influenced whatever happened, to happen.

some people i have met, are really flexible when it comes to change, others not so much. some have failed and some have flown way above the sky with it. it all depends on you and how you handle things.

people tell you not to let everyone else around you effect you, but thats pretty impossible to do. considering every single little thing in life, somehow has some sort of influence on you (for example, tv. kids who hadn't watched tv before the age of 2 and a half, had a WAY less chance of ever developing ADD)
peoples stupid decisions, will effect us, peoples smart decisions will. mostly your own desicions will too. but sometimes, some things you cant control it. like you cant control your friends decisions. its just a matter of whether or not your gona go along with it, and let yourself be influenced or if your gona say no to whatever it is and to understand whats best for you and not give a damn about what that person says about it.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Its Two Thousand Eleven

its a new year. its the time that people start to make their changes. make their resolutions. its the time to start making yourself into a better you, for a better year. every year people say "this is gona be the year" and whatever it was, most the time, doesnt happen. resolutions shortly are forgotten/ignored. not many people are able to do what some people do.

as for my "new years resolution" - there isnt one.
its really as simple as that. theres things i would like to do, but im not saying that they're going to happen. thats 365 days for me to forget, or screw up, or slip, and that would quickly finish. like, really. im not gona do that to myself, saying i have to do something this year, when, i dont see the point of that.

anyway, i've recently watched a video on youtube, and this guy was talking about military relationships. and he seriously knows whats upp. like, he points out hardships and the good stuff, the love the women have for their men, and its pointed out. which is something a lot of people dont recognize. anyway, so that made me smile. haha.