The Past

the past is something people always look back on, no matter who they are. whether its about their childhood or the day before last. its the past. its something thats with us always, and theres no getting rid of it. and theres no truly forgetting it. but theres always remembering it, and accepting it, and moving on. people try to hold onto what they had for as long as they can, but nothing really lasts forever. they end everyday. its a fact of life. people hold onto what they can, and what they cant, sometimes they want the most. but other people just look towards the future more, thinking about what they want. although, that may just ruin their chances at that future, because they become obsessed with what they want, and they do what they can to get that, and lose all chances at what they wanted. then theres the ones taking it one day at a time. living as it comes.

some people miss who they were, some people miss who they wanted to be, some people do neither.

if i could go back ten years and someone asked me if i could see myself here, where i am, my answer would probably have to be maybe. i love where im at, and now i cant see myself anywhere else, actually, i havent tried and i dont want to. im dating a marine, and im doing what i can do to get through the day. ever since i was little, its never been about princesses & butterflies & bows & pink, its been about fishing & camping & frogs, & dogs, & trees & blue & green & oceans & family & third world countries & Army. since after all, my grandpa was Sgt. Major <3 then there was a boy once who told me, he was going to join the marines, but he chickened out, twice and i was whatever about it, this boy didnt seem to care about me like he said, nor did he until he lost me. and now, the love of my life, is PFCS, usmc stylee.
im chose the life to live though, and i wouldnt change it for a thing. okaay, maybe the distance right now, but thats it. other than that, i wouldnt exchange my life for the world. the man i love, loves me, & thats all thats important<5

"you dont take pictures of things you want to forget"

"When you think about your past, you're given examples of what not to repeat. When you think of the memories, you're given examples of what you want again."